I am depressed again...

sleeprlegendcp · 01-13-05, 12:33 PM

Hey all,
Life has been a little tough on me lately. I am depressed again. I am stuck thinking of all the jobs I have applied for and not even had a call back for an interview. I have been having dreams and thoughts of my ex-fiance. My car is now totaled according to insurance standars. On top of all that I have lost my will to keep going. I am about to give up. I really want to pull out of this, but this time it seams deep. I take 10+ pills a day to control my mood and stomach. With all that I still can not function properly. I know I messed up with my attempt to take my own life, and I feel that god is still punishing me for that. I did not really want to die I just wanted that attention I have not had my whole life. I got that attention right after my attempt, but it quickly died off. I have made many moves to advance myself, but failed in every attempt. I lost 35lbs by working out and my family still called me fat. I am just at a loss right now, so I turn to my Legend Family. I need some help here. Please help me before I do something stupid again. That is all I know to say right now, but I am sure later I will have much more. I thank you all for all you have done in my life. If it was not for this place I would have been gone a long time ago.
Later!
Lee

raky · 01-13-05, 12:47 PM

hey lee, if you want to talk my aol is raky99 .

Cole Austin · 01-13-05, 12:56 PM

Things will look up for you again. It just takes time.

You are an awesome guy, a really great sport around the forums. You have alot of respect here... I bet it was hard to post about this stuff, so I am tiping my hat to you man. I am sure things will get better for ya.

Like Raky said, if you wanna chat anytime just hit me up on AIM stx302. I always have time for a fellow legend owner.

*sam o nela* · 01-13-05, 01:09 PM

Yeah man dont sweat it...I know things get hard....it does for all of us...but listen dude "you can't have the sweet without the sour...." you know what I mean....

Like Cole said you have long respect here and I'm one of those people...I've been seeing you around a lot more lately since you started browsing the G1 forum and you are a great guy with a great attittude...

Hey I don't have AIM but I've got Yahoo messanger if you ever need anything man: samonela2001@yahoo.com

Johnny Kim · 01-13-05, 01:18 PM

<3 i love you lee. <3

sleeprlegendcp · 01-13-05, 01:19 PM

I love this place. I posted this thread and left to get some smokes. By the time I got back I had IM's waiting for me. You are all so great. I do only live for my Legend Family rignt now. You all do so much to help me that I can not ever repay that. THANKS TO ALL!
Later!
Lee

Smokinfastlegend · 01-13-05, 01:21 PM

hey, cheer up, things will look up soon, i have the same problem at times, but it will get better. Look at it this way, there is a better job out there for you, you were too good for those other jobs

bboarder711 · 01-13-05, 01:21 PM

Hey man things always get better dont forget that and man all that u have done for this national meet damn man uv DONE SOOO MUCh we should be thanking u

anyhow man this forum is only a family when wev got people as awsome and who contribute as much as u man

sleeprlegendcp · 01-13-05, 01:40 PM

Man! My AIM blew up over this post. I truely appreciat all of you for that. I have to run for a minute, but I will be back. Thanks again!
Later!
Lee

Gerald · 01-13-05, 02:10 PM

Lee,

All I can say is just hold tight man. I'm not going through the same things you are, but trust me, times are VERY hard for me right now, too. The only thing I can say to that I say to myself is that there is something good waiting for me that I just don't know about yet. I don't know what shape or form it will show up in, but it wil happen. We just have to be patient.

Just look at life as a test, yet right now we both are failing. Do you want to fail at anything? I sure as hell don't so I push myself. Just push through and try to stay focused. You're a great guy man. Hang in there.

Legend_master · 01-13-05, 02:45 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by sleeprlegendcp

Hey all,
Life has been a little tough on me lately. I am depressed again. I am stuck thinking of all the jobs I have applied for and not even had a call back for an interview. I have been having dreams and thoughts of my ex-fiance. My car is now totaled according to insurance standars. On top of all that I have lost my will to keep going. I am about to give up. I really want to pull out of this, but this time it seams deep. I take 10+ pills a day to control my mood and stomach. With all that I still can not function properly. I know I messed up with my attempt to take my own life, and I feel that god is still punishing me for that. I did not really want to die I just wanted that attention I have not had my whole life. I got that attention right after my attempt, but it quickly died off. I have made many moves to advance myself, but failed in every attempt. I lost 35lbs by working out and my family still called me fat. I am just at a loss right now, so I turn to my Legend Family. I need some help here. Please help me before I do something stupid again. That is all I know to say right now, but I am sure later I will have much more. I thank you all for all you have done in my life. If it was not for this place I would have been gone a long time ago.
Later!
Lee

Hey man I know how it goes when it feels like everything in life is getting you down, but all you need to do is think about how good the future is going to be. I absolutaly can't wait to meet all of my legend peeps at the national meet and that would not be possible without you. The great thing about personal apperence is just that, it is YOURS and Your family might think that you are over weight, but that is there opinion and they can think whatever they want as long as you know the truth. Just keep yourself thinking positive and I PROMISE EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT.

acura type r · 01-13-05, 03:06 PM

l(eye)fe (eye)s full of ups and downs Lee
just ta(c)e a few step bac and you w(eye)ll rel(eye)ze that your L(eye)fe really (eye)snt that bad.
and (eye)f you havent not(eye)ce some of my (c)eys dont wor(c)

*Daddymac117* · 01-13-05, 03:10 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by acura type r

l(eye)fe (eye)s full of ups and downs Lee
just ta(c)e a few step bac and you w(eye)ll rel(eye)ze that your L(eye)fe really (eye)snt that bad.
and (eye)f you havent not(eye)ce some of my (c)eys dont wor(c)

is your keyboard broken?

acura type r · 01-13-05, 03:49 PM

yes once agan

Cole Austin · 01-13-05, 03:53 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by acura type r

life is full of ups and downs Lee
just take a few step bac and you will relize that your Life really isnt that bad.
and if you havent notice some of my keys dont work

there ya go bud

01-13-05, 12:33 PM	#1 (permalink)
sleeprlegendcp Registered User Join Date: Jan 2002 Location: . Posts: 10,099 Car 1: . iTrader: (0)	I am depressed again... Hey all, Life has been a little tough on me lately. I am depressed again. I am stuck thinking of all the jobs I have applied for and not even had a call back for an interview. I have been having dreams and thoughts of my ex-fiance. My car is now totaled according to insurance standars. On top of all that I have lost my will to keep going. I am about to give up. I really want to pull out of this, but this time it seams deep. I take 10+ pills a day to control my mood and stomach. With all that I still can not function properly. I know I messed up with my attempt to take my own life, and I feel that god is still punishing me for that. I did not really want to die I just wanted that attention I have not had my whole life. I got that attention right after my attempt, but it quickly died off. I have made many moves to advance myself, but failed in every attempt. I lost 35lbs by working out and my family still called me fat. I am just at a loss right now, so I turn to my Legend Family. I need some help here. Please help me before I do something stupid again. That is all I know to say right now, but I am sure later I will have much more. I thank you all for all you have done in my life. If it was not for this place I would have been gone a long time ago. Later! Lee __________________ National Acura Legend Meet 2008 - 4th of July - Chattanooga, TN - Click Here!

01-13-05, 12:47 PM	#2 (permalink)
raky Registered User Join Date: May 2002 Location: Houston, TX Posts: 2,561 Car 1: 91 Legend Green LS Sedan (sold) Car 2: 03 WDP TL-S (sold) Car 3: 06 Silver BMW 325i iTrader: (0)	hey lee, if you want to talk my aol is raky99 . __________________

01-13-05, 12:56 PM	#3 (permalink)
Cole Austin VIP alllll the way Join Date: Aug 2003 Location: Roanoke, Virginia. Attend School @ VCU in Richmond Posts: 4,587 Car 1: 92 L Rosewood Brown Sedan iTrader: (0)	Things will look up for you again. It just takes time. You are an awesome guy, a really great sport around the forums. You have alot of respect here... I bet it was hard to post about this stuff, so I am tiping my hat to you man. I am sure things will get better for ya. Like Raky said, if you wanna chat anytime just hit me up on AIM stx302. I always have time for a fellow legend owner. __________________ http://www.directimagehost.com/is.ph...ial-mod-si.jpg Throttle Body Coolant Bypass General F.A.Q. 2nd Generation F.A.Q. People I trust to buy items from: bboarder711 \| legendarysleeper \| Chauffeur First \| SmartJay28

01-13-05, 01:09 PM	#4 (permalink)
sam o nela CAP CAP M* F*R! Join Date: Aug 2003 Location: SoCal Posts: 9,712 Car 1: '87L, 5 speed Sedan Car 2: '71 Datsun PL521 iTrader: (11)	Yeah man dont sweat it...I know things get hard....it does for all of us...but listen dude "you can't have the sweet without the sour...." you know what I mean.... Like Cole said you have long respect here and I'm one of those people...I've been seeing you around a lot more lately since you started browsing the G1 forum and you are a great guy with a great attittude... Hey I don't have AIM but I've got Yahoo messanger if you ever need anything man: samonela2001@yahoo.com __________________ <Monocolor Paint Scheme> <JDM Clear Corners> <Cleared out Rear Turn Signals> <Acura Caliper Grill Emblem> <Independent Yellow Fog Mod> <15% Tint> <Iggee Seat Covers> <EL Reverse Glow Gauges> <Dimmer Mod> <Ford Taurus Cupholder Mod> <CC Tunk Light Mod> <Fut Short Throw Shifter> <Custom CAI> <AEM Bypass Valve> <OBX Headers> <Magnaflow High Flow Cat> <Dynomax Super Turbo Muffler> <Drilled/Slotted Rotors> <Painted Calipers> <Axxis Metal Master Pads>

01-13-05, 01:19 PM	#6 (permalink)
sleeprlegendcp Registered User Join Date: Jan 2002 Location: . Posts: 10,099 Car 1: . iTrader: (0)	I love this place. I posted this thread and left to get some smokes. By the time I got back I had IM's waiting for me. You are all so great. I do only live for my Legend Family rignt now. You all do so much to help me that I can not ever repay that. THANKS TO ALL! Later! Lee __________________ National Acura Legend Meet 2008 - 4th of July - Chattanooga, TN - Click Here!

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01-13-05, 01:21 PM	#8 (permalink)
bboarder711 mods: yes PLEASE!!!! Join Date: Aug 2003 Location: Philly, KOP, State College Posts: 9,634 Car 1: 1995 SE white/silver Car 2: Flexdex Pro 36 Car 3: Nikon D70 iTrader: (4)	Hey man things always get better dont forget that and man all that u have done for this national meet damn man uv DONE SOOO MUCh we should be thanking u anyhow man this forum is only a family when wev got people as awsome and who contribute as much as u man __________________ My Mission: -To create the hottest OEM "looking" legend. http://www.legendaryphotos.net <-- Recently updated!!! A-L.com T-shirts + Hoodies for sale! <-- Click

01-13-05, 01:40 PM	#9 (permalink)
sleeprlegendcp Registered User Join Date: Jan 2002 Location: . Posts: 10,099 Car 1: . iTrader: (0)	Man! My AIM blew up over this post. I truely appreciat all of you for that. I have to run for a minute, but I will be back. Thanks again! Later! Lee __________________ National Acura Legend Meet 2008 - 4th of July - Chattanooga, TN - Click Here!

01-13-05, 02:10 PM	#10 (permalink)
Gerald Registered User Join Date: Nov 2002 Location: Tallahassee, Florida Posts: 2,368 Car 1: 1991 Cobalt Blue KA8 Car 2: 1998 Kouki (sold) iTrader: (0)	Lee, All I can say is just hold tight man. I'm not going through the same things you are, but trust me, times are VERY hard for me right now, too. The only thing I can say to that I say to myself is that there is something good waiting for me that I just don't know about yet. I don't know what shape or form it will show up in, but it wil happen. We just have to be patient. Just look at life as a test, yet right now we both are failing. Do you want to fail at anything? I sure as hell don't so I push myself. Just push through and try to stay focused. You're a great guy man. Hang in there. __________________ Help Me Find White/Black KA8

01-13-05, 03:06 PM	#12 (permalink)
acura type r pss* *s mke Join Date: Sep 2002 Location: in my car Posts: 1,301 Car 1: 99 maxima iTrader: (0)	l(eye)fe (eye)s full of ups and downs Lee just ta(c)e a few step bac and you w(eye)ll rel(eye)ze that your L(eye)fe really (eye)snt that bad. and (eye)f you havent not(eye)ce some of my (c)eys dont wor(c) __________________ Mike 1999 maxima 1993 legend LS <~~~ dead due to a blown head gasket

01-13-05, 03:49 PM	#14 (permalink)
acura type r pss* *s mke Join Date: Sep 2002 Location: in my car Posts: 1,301 Car 1: 99 maxima iTrader: (0)	yes once agan __________________ Mike 1999 maxima 1993 legend LS <~~~ dead due to a blown head gasket

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