I'm sorry for you man. I know how rough it is to loose a pet, but you have to remember, it was his time. Get another one and name him junior, it might make you feel better. Keep ya head up man!
sorry about your bird...my dogs got cancer, i had him for like ten years. went through my first stages of teen years till now im 21 in like a week and a half. he's still goin strong but my parents are just riding it out, **** its killin me seein a tumor on his face everyday. the type of cancer he has spreads mad quick to lymph nodes, chest, and brain. my moms like why spend 10 g's if it might spread and do no good? black lab, possibly part rotty.