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Old 05-27-09, 03:41 AM   #1 (permalink)
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Unhappy I need to vent

Sometimes thats how it is.
I have fought for almost two years to have you as my own, and selfishly I am having a hard time letting go, I pressed so hard, I got on my knees and begged to god that one day you would be mine. I gave up two years of my life to make you as happy, graceful, and pleased as possible.

Not that I want to considered that bad thing, but all i all I see it now as time i could have spent working to better my own life, and to look for something else to have and hold.

While you prosper, I fail
While you are happy, I yell


its something I have been through before being pushed away, because im not good enough to be more than some guy who you can talk to but never be with but you know what thats cool


because you will find out, trust me you will, you will find out there is no other man out there that will treat you how I did, he wont put up with your shit, he wont cook for you, or court to your every asking. He wont watch and enjoy the same shows you do, he wont help you work on your car like me, he wont drive 30 minutes when you are sick just to bring you some soup.

He wont massage you everynight even if his hands are brittle and worn, he wont sit with you while you do your hair, or have fun shopping with you. He wont give a shit about the emotional ties only the sex and lies.

He wont gasp at your beauty, his heart wont flutter every fucking time he sees you.
and when he hugs you his world wont be made.

Its sad when you do so much for someone and fight so hard just to get looked passed like youre just another brick in the wall.

Its sad how much someone WHO CARES and treats you with so much respect and love gets such a shitty ending

but you know what thats okay

because one day you will realize what a bitch you where to the guy who loved you more than any other man will

the guy who knew when you needed something, was there when you hurt, he would get up at anytime whether he wanted to or not to do anything you asked him.
the guy who would run to the store to get you milk at 3 am, the guy who would stay up all night and day to finish a project for you. the guy who would cuddle with you and never want sex



that guy you know him?

its sad you dont realize how much he cares for you, and all the things he has done to even try to get one date, but he isnt good enough for you

his looks arnt good enough, his money, his cars, his clothing, who the fuck knows
he just wont ever be good enough FOR YOU

but for some reason he still tries so hard to please you even though he knows he will never ever even get just one date

I think thats called LOVE and he has a hard time saying or admiting to anyone that he loves them and he confessed to you, thinking it would be worth his while, but it just proves he is right, and that he should have never opened up


Anyways im done I do love you im sorry i cause oyu so much pain, i cant say anything more

you are happy im glad for you
but it sucks on my part because i just feel like i wasted so much time on a loss cause
and you dont even give a shit which is okay because you shouldnt

have a good life
maybesometimelaterinlife

but probably not.


Forever

your dearest friend

Zak Dixon
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Old 05-27-09, 03:45 AM   #2 (permalink)
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Damn, thats some deep shit mayne!!!
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Im not in a good mental state, I just dont know what to do, an I know grow some balls but shit
I just can't take it anymore im so sick and tired of the way my life is

and I lost my bestfriend, the girl I sadly fell for and she doesnt give a shit

she has changed, and doesnt even care to realize it

she fell for some jackass dude in a MONTH and said she LOVED him and he dumped her and she still wants him

I just dont understand

Why cant I just let go, why do I have to care

While she is out making new friends WHO I INTRODUCED HER to i get left, sitting here by myself with no car anymore *which would make it better* while she is out havin the best time of her life

blah im done
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Old 05-27-09, 03:51 AM   #5 (permalink)
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I get on this forum because this is the best group of peope who I dont even know, which I wish I did, my life would be so much better
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in time things will get better, just focus your energy on something positive.
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I am having hard time finding the positives in life at this point.

Im sorry to bombard this forum with my personal life but I have no one to talk to aorund here
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I noticed you said no more car, what happened to it?
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Its all good mayne. We are your friends and its ok to vent here. Lots of people do that. Its gonna take awhile for you to move on, but once you do, you'll feel better and hopefully you can find someone that is better than her and treats you very well.
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What happened to her? Well I was following this girl i am talkin about to school when I could just rode with her or vice versus

when some prick coming off the high way didnt stop and pulled out infront of me

crushing the radiator support, hood, fenders, window, airbags and pushed the frame 2inches back

And I GOT A FUCKING SPEEDING ticket ? ? somehow
this was about 3 months ago 18,000 dollars down the drain, and my baby dead she was my life my pride and joy

and insurance only gave me 1400 WHAT THE FUCK am I supposed to do with 1400

ugh i am so angry at life and I am never an angry person ajd;ldsjflksjdfas;jfdsaf
im a bout to go insane
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Wow, no joke sounds exactly like the shit I dealt with a few years ago.

I feel ya man. Nothing will make it better now, but just give it time. It will get better in time no problem. Just be patient.
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Yeah well she wants to be friends still and I dont think I can manage that. . . she treats me like every other person she knows now, and thats not right because we have been through so much together its like she is some highschool chick

ugh I dont know what to think
she acts like she didnt do shit

I made her who she is, so I guess its my fault
sadly, i worked my ass off for her i built her car i stayed up for nights on end building custom brackets and rattling my brain for racing seats, and her carbon fiber trunk

an she acts like i did nothing. which is funny cause she is all big in our car scene now
and she NEVER EVER gives me credit for doing the work

Jealousy you could say, and i would say yes, i think I deserve a little credit for the pain i went through
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Wow, no joke sounds exactly like the shit I dealt with a few years ago.

I feel ya man. Nothing will make it better now, but just give it time. It will get better in time no problem. Just be patient.
BLAH!

and sorry for the language
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damn that's crazy, sorry for your lost and 1400..... insurance companies aren't shit, they legally steal ppl's money. like a good neighbor my ass!!!
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I made this, and she still has it, and dont give a shit that I lost my car she told me just the other day


"It was just a piece of sht legend get over it"
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